(I chose Arthur, obviously). While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You’re allowed to be sad.” The tone in his voice made no room for argument, and Alfred wasn’t sure how he would have argued against that, anyway. Abusive Affection (a hetalia fanfic) Chapter 1: sadness and abuse. Prus… ~In which the sleep deprived author is unable to write a summary, so they came up with a quote that may or may not fit. Romano's HAU Series back story Part 1! Romano knew this, more so than anyone else. There are two parts of him that are at war: the cracking mask and his true self. America; England; France; China; Russia; Minor Characters Creatures of Hetalia Media. Evanesce: to disappear gradually; vanish; fade away. Opposite trio. Some would say that described the young country on a normal day as well, but he was having fun, … All credit goes to Hidekaz Himaruya. They never saw past his fake smiles. Everyone knows that the Devil's love is poisonous. HAU Series Side-Drabble. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. FrUsUk Light Angst or Hurt/Comfort, basically. They never saw his desire to hurt himself. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic… Why? Send to Friend. Though they haven't interacted much in the webcomics, the pairing comes from their history. A loud crash was heard ringing throughout the large house as Raivis stood frozen to one spot eyes as wide as dinner plates. What does it mean? France x Austria 3. Spain loves his Lovi, he really does. In his … * I am NOT Hidekaz Himaruya, therefore I DO NOT own hetalia. All the abuse, all the pushing and names. 1,141 people like this. With fluff and angst included, (This is directly taken from the Wattpad description of I Lied.). What did I do to deserve this? Long hair is often portrayed, and at such will often use a ribbon to tie it back. (PLUS SERIES OF ONESHOTS) I don't own any of the songs! #america #canada #hetalia #usuk These are all the hetalia pairings that would make sense in any way (meaning they have history with each other, in the slightest way) 1. France x Denmark 9. Today is 9/11, and my goal is to write something every year to commemorate today. As regrets are expressed, scars exposed, and feelings come to light, Alfred may not be the only one who heals. Is Alfred's mask of joy and happiness becoming more and more transparent by each day? 'He came to me. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. All possible Hetalia Pairings. Everyone had a way to express themselves. It hurts...why can't they leave me alone? BUT SOME characters are my own version, such as the 50 U.S states, the Philippine islands and provinces, Japanese islands and prefecture, etc. No clouds in sight. Despite the fact he is still quite young, he sees things people his age would never begin to think. Spain was not God. Title and cover from Inactive Loser! Work Search: FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. Title: Nothing I Want More Author: haruki_emishi Rating: R Character(s)/Pairing: Russia and Latvia, and Russia x Latvia more prominent the second half. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. And the mask is winning. It was an accident! There will be a part two! tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). Would it break you if you knew it was your fault as well? Fanon. Lovi just won't behave. WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. No one will notice right? France x Belgium 5. Enjoy. He is physically similar to his counterpart. With his helmet on, the motor roaring, and a rain of sand and pebbles all around him, he was blind and deaf to all but the arid path directly in front of him. They had just called a lunch break so he was eating his lunch alone. As you can see, between my partner and I, I tend to write a bit darker than her. hetaliafanfiction hetalia hetaliafanfic hetaliaaxispowers aph hetaliaxreader aphrussia aphamerica hetaliaengland hetaliaamerica hetaliaworldseries aphengland alfredfjones arthurkirkland aphfanfiction hetaliaprussia axispowershetalia fanfiction anime usuk. Create New Account. It’s poorly written with shitty smut and I honestly have no idea how and why I wrote this when I was 9-10. The reincarnated Canada spends the day with his new family. England and America comfort him. Title: Perception Author: Anonym Main Characters: America, Russia Request from the LJ kink meme: I’ve read a few bulimia fics, but I really really want to see a fic where America has anorexia and collapses at a world meeting, and all the nations find out about his eating disorder. Share via Email Report Story Just to let you people know, this is a Hetalia Fan fiction based off a dream I had. Oh, and short. Eye colour varies, similar to his 1p. I wrote a terrible fanfic when I was in fourth grade and I’m wondering if you guys would like to review it but, theres one problem, it’s not about Hetalia. France x Cuba 8. Whether itd be about American stereotypes, American history, or something deep and personal that happened to them then. when its time for them to go to their first world meeting, how do you think it would turn out? Alfred has been dealing with anorexia and bulimia unbeknownst to Arthur for a long time, but Arthur finally finds out. ... Anime/Manga Fanfiction Grass Greener Hetalia Abused ... Story belongs to and by ylime-cxii from deviantart.com A/N: WARNING this is sad and since i made it so long earlier i split it up into 2 parts this is part 1! ( Everyone notices him, always finding something to point out about him. This chapter talks about Anorexia so if you want to skip it then alright. Prompt: Alfred sings at restaurants with a live band and they encountered an ex...with his/her new husband. It’s actually about Ariana Grande as Iron Man and Sia’s daughter who falls in love with Hawkeye and Captain America. By: pyromoose. Browse through and read or take hetalia x depressed reader stories, quizzes, and other creations . First work of the decade, and it has to be Hetalia. Share. A Hetalia fanfiction ~*~*~*~*~*~ America woke up to a blue sky. America no longer needs him, he doesn't feel loved anymore, and something -- someone -- inside him wants him gone. France x Egypt 10. This goes from 1985 to present day. The hope project. A short, Hetalian retelling of JFK's assassination on November 22, 1963, and America's reaction to it. Canada takes a nap. Thank you! France x Belarus 4. FanFiction | unleash ... Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 67,927 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 4/5 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Germany, England/Britain, America, Russia. He's ready to end it. For the longest time, Natalya Arlovskaya (APH Belarus) always had a love for magic and fairies. He used this spot to cope with sadness and express his joy. Add to library 560 Discussion 188. “But, please promise that you will let me help you. Follow/Fav America's Fourth. Set during #8. W-what if I just killed myself right now? Remember 9/11:: Hetalia Fanfic Historical Fiction. He had no purpose. Community See All. This was America's Studio. I want to help you, Alfred. What happened during 9/11 with the personifications? Alfred has hung on for a long time, but now he grips the end of the rope and his will is slipping. Hetalia: America and Native America OC, Rated T. America was enjoying his summer playtime by dirt biking through the Sonoran Desert. See more of Hetalia Fanfiction~ on Facebook. Something about today seemed off. He laughs when all he wants to do is curl up and cry. Rating: R-18 Warning: Future AU, Original character(s) Summary: In the future, North Korea launches a war that will re-shape the world. However, there is always that one person that sees his every move and every action. In his loneliness I was the only one who could help him.' Did you know? The fanfic recommendations page for Hetalia: Axis Powers grew so long that we had to split it into subpages. Follow ... America wore a mask to keep them from seeing his true emotions. He got there earlier than everyone else, as usual, and took his seat. his older sister maria did. I'm sorry!” The sound of a hand hitting a face startled him. “Lovi~!” Spain had found him. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. Set during #8. He got ready for his day and went to the world conference. I hope so.'. America (Hetalia)/England (Hetalia) Germany (Hetalia)/North Italy (Hetalia) England (Hetalia: Axis Powers) France (Hetalia: Axis Powers) War; Sexual Abuse; Execution; Internal Monologue; Summary. Hey, it's Abby with a... depressing chapter. France remembered the day well. or. Hair color varies from blond, platinum, and white. Chapter 1 1.2K 14 3. by _jalyn_nylaj_ by _jalyn_nylaj_ Follow. Sort by: Hot . Originally published on Wattpad on May 2, 2016, “Alfred,” he said, and it was so warm Alfred almost melted, “It’s okay for you to feel that way. Share via Email Report Story Send. France x Canada 6.France x China 7. America sat in the meeting room with a Big Mac in his hands. I am also NOT … #5 in the HAU series. #2 in the HAU series! One-shot. Prussia at one point in time. By: stardustdestiny3. Meanwhile, England is going through breakup stages and realized he never loved France. 329 Stories. It was America's turn to hold the meeting...But, why didn't he show up...? Despite knowing that they aren't real, she can't help but imagine herself in a world of magic. Did you know? Does he hide all of this behind a mask? France x America 2. R/R, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (5), Japan (Hetalia)/Original Character(s) (1), Tragedy Of A Certain 'Hero Type' (On Hiatus), America is a depressed boi and he deserves better, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Italy closed his eyes tightly and tried to drown out the sound of Ms. Hungary's crying with his hands. 'Could you bare it if I told you? Your POV: 'I-I can't take it anymore. He would rather kill his president than have the other nations find out how close he was to the breaking point. AU. Note that all eye colour schemes have been used by the 1p! Some of the nations share a horrifying secret about their childhoods. The way Ludwig said it made him believe it. she took america and canada away from their abusive parents when they were at a younge age. “Make a wish,”Canada murmured to himself before blowing out his candles. Canada has a bad dream. His chair is now untouched and stays at the exact same spot in the meetings to come. Red and pink are popular instances, along with the rarer color of blue and purple. He was invisible. Please consider turning it on! Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x RussiaMultiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used.Human names used.Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this)Hetalia belongs to Papa HimaTRIGGER WARNING. Days pass without the jolly personification of the U.S. Two years later, a teen named Alfred Jones encounters England and Canada in a stunning chain of events. Italy may not have experienced it, but he saw it happen. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic, if you don't like it then DO NOT read it. His was usually in one spot. *Side Stories to be posted soon in 2-3 separate series. 1 Pairings Dealing with America 1.1 America/America 1.2 America/Belarus 1.3 America/Canada 1.4 America/England 1.5 America/Estonia 1.6 America/Japan 1.7 America/Korea … America was somewhat popular in middle school, as well as very gay. It's too much. Should he care anymore? About See All. Community. Follow/Fav America's Studio. Hair is varied between curly and messy to being straight and orderly. This is a list of the various comic diary strip collections of the webcomic version of Hetalia: Axis Powers. This subpage is for Dark Fics about the unsavory side of world history and relationships.. You can add to the current recommendations if you want; please do remember that you need to use the template found here and sign your rec for it to stay on the page. #america #axis #balticstates #britain #canada #europe #fanfiction #hetalia #missing #mystery #powers #unitednations. Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - England/Britain, America, Russia, France - Chapters: 21 - Words: 66,161 - Reviews: 820 - Favs: 835 - Follows: 475 - Updated: 6/8/2014 - Published: 11/17/2013 - Status: Complete - id: 9854661 + - Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten Next > A/N: Hello! Work Search: They never saw the light fade from his eyes. They called him fat, stupid, lazy, unworthy, and a waste of space. Suggested by SME Carrie Underwood - All-American Girl (Official Video) Yes, he does. Please consider turning it on! #6 in the HAU series. It gets pretty damn boring and doesn't get updated often, but yep. [Fanfic] Russia x Latvia . Theoretically, the world would be better if... America & Canada & England & France & Seychelles (Hetalia), South Italy (Hetalia)/Original Male Character(s), Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, oh also America has kinda depression-y thoughts so heads-up, no smut but i promise you i will create something, this isn't in the story but i have a headcannon that england burned the scones that ONE time, and then everyone keeps teasing england for it like, when you fall back on ukus bc you are too lazy to use a translator. It follows many nations in their life and actions. This is a list of the most popular pairings in the Hetalia: Axis Powers fandom, started by hints of canonical evidence in the manga and anime, or ones that have grown to become popular with little evidence so far in the series. “Sorry isn't good enough!” And then the crying began. 9/11 totally devastated all over America. xXx **DISCLAIMER! Anime/Manga Fanfiction Romance Hetalia England America ... Canada Abused Love Manga France Arthor Alfred Americas Older Sister A England never even raised america in this story. He smiles at everyone while he breaks inside. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. America, well, to say he never struggled would be a big fat lie.Yet, will the loss of support from his fellow nations send him into a spiral? Anime Manga Webcomic Lost Strips Gakuen Hetalia Comic Diaries Music, CDs, etc. He would have smiled if he didn't have a bad feeling about today. Angst.America pines for England,wants him to leave France for him. A bit of Spain's side to the 'Devil's Possessions/Objects Sub-Series.' He was alone again. Lol and by the way I HATE France X Cananada just saying but I do like Engald X Female America lol. A month has passed since the last World Meeting and America's depression is getting worse. This is a very cringe fanfiction I made. America/Canada (Hetalia) America (Hetalia) Canada (Hetalia) Twincest; Human & Country Names Used (Hetalia) Top Canada (Hetalia) Bottom America (Hetalia) Summary. They never noticed, and if they did, which America doubted, they didn't care. America shrugged it off as nothing and went on with his day. Warning! Why does he look so much like America? The other Nations are not as oblivious to his depression as he assumes, nor are they as willing to let him fall. Now all i need is my-' my thoughts were interrupted by a sound of yelling, "(name) get down here now!" And then Russia or England helps him get healthy again! Log In. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Hetalia X Child Reader 35.9K 729 663 This is a story of the Hetalia characters mainly England, France, Canada and America who all live together and end up adopting a 15year old girl. As the other nations meet the odd boy, what will happen? No reason to live. WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. It didn't matter what he wished for or even how hard he wished. His words and actions suggest that he's happy, but he's drowning in a river of sadness that has consumed him. Cross-Posted on FanFiction.Net; Summary. “I'm sorry, Mr. Austria! 1,136 people follow this. Her pleas for forgiveness went unanswered as always. Depressed!America. Meanwhile, a new family is born from the ashes of an old life. She thought this was the case until encountering a fairy by the name of Florentyna (APH Fem!Poland) near her home after seeing her get attacked. It is also known as AmeKor (from America and Korea).This pairing is usually referred to as Kimchiburger, taken from the fact that America enjoys burgers, while Korea enjoys kimchi. America/Korea is an uncommon pairing involving the characters America and Korea. 'He came to me. Romano could hear it from his hiding spot, the hollow sound of boots on the stone floor. Just one more push and he would crumble into millions of pieces. I got out of my room. Waiting for Spring by fireweed15 reviews. He is a living, breathing contradiction. ; Non-Human Sidekick:. Share. I do not own Hetalia or the characters. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. England and America make a decision. They didn't know how much their words were killing him from the inside. 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